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This morning I listened to a sermon by my old pastor, Rev. Bill Ellis of Riverside Community Church. The podcast of this sermon is available here. This message really hit home.

The message was about Saul and how he was the kind of man who always “almost” obeyed God. Saul seemed to always come close but never quite get there. I’ll let you listen to the podcast for more details. What I’d really like to share is how this applies to me.

I always thought I’d live a life with few regrets at most. As I was listening to this sermon this morning God brought a specific instance to mind. He cleary said, “Rob, you disobeyed me when you chose not to pursue your PhD at Virginia Tech.” For quite a long time I have been haunted by the fact that I have not gone on to PhD studies. The last few months has confirmed quite clearly that I should be going on to this. How has God confirmed this in my life?

1. I’m thankful for my job, but it doesn’t fit me, my personality, or my passions.
2. He’s given me the sense that it is time to leave Bowling Green and that my leaving is a good thing (though quite bittersweet)
3. He’s forced my hand through recent health issues that have led to me re-applying to PhD programs.

The only regret I now have about this is that I didn’t go to Virginia Tech in the first place and that I didn’t re-apply this time around! Don’t get me wrong, much good has come from me staying in BG. I credit all of this good to a simple truth about God : “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8.28

My God is good. My calling is sure. My purpose is clear. Thank God.